Friday, December 12, 2008

Am I Losing... Am I Lost?

I listened to Coldplay's song "Lost" today like twenty times after hearing it once in the car. First off I've had one of those days that's just, well lets face it...... The Worst. I got cheated on... that feels great. Awesome. I can truly relate to those who've been there now. Sorry for your pain. It blows. On top of that, my job sucks, and I also found out that i'm going to get a D in a class I thought I had a B in. So that's what 0 for 3 now? That song came on and I just cried. It's weird feeling like you're losing at everything. Like no matter what you do, it's never enough. You succeed at one thing only to fail at 5 others. Anyhow, the lyrics were such an awesome message as they just spoke to me so clearly. Am i really Lost just because i'm losing right now? If the answer is yes, if you think you don't know who you are anymore, then it's time to get help. You need to find out who you are. I've learned through a few bad days like this how strong I am inside, and EXACTLY who I am. That's an amazing feeling. At the end of the day, I still have hopes and dreams....and a stupid job, terrible grade, or cheating b***h aren't enough to take that away...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008


So i'm kind of excited as it's official.... I'm going to write a book. You see I thought over the past 2 years of having nothing going on that I was just wasting my time... HOWEVER.... I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason.... Therefore, I've decided to write a commentative novel about the customer service world. The book, tentively titled "FROM MY SIDE OF THE GLASS: Customer Service in a Lazy World" will be retrospective look at society over the past decade examining how we as a culture have become one of the laziest societies ever. The book will feature several chapters about my life as a coffee barista/concessions attendee/Box Office Cashier/waitor and will share the experiences (mostly comical) that I have been through, and the things i've noticed in both my small hometown and the Los Angeles area of California.... Don't worry.... the books not going to be a sociology's going to be mostly comedy! I have no idea how to get a book published so I guess i'll have to figure that part out later.... I just like I feel this is a good use of my time! :0

Peace All

Thursday, October 23, 2008

The CIRCUS is coming!!

So in case you didn't already know.... this blog is my personal blog. It will have journal entries from my daily life (woohoo) plus blogs about my interest.... Music is what I love.... the industry as a whole... and there are a few certain artists that I love no matter what.... and you'll be hearing about them on here alot... Here's how it goes...

There are two leading ladies in my iPod... One i've been a fan of since 8th grade... that's one miss Britney Spears... The other... I discovered as she won the first American Idol back in 2002... that's one miss Kelly Clarkson... you'll hear all of their major news on here regularly just so you know.... that being said.... this first blog is dedicated to Britney!

CIRCUS....brit's highly anticipated comeback album is out now and already platinum...and just in case you were wondering.... the tour that everyone's talking about (yes that sold out one....) is on schedule and coming! Here's the first promo flyer!!